The Pacemaker To My Heart.

Blog's been dead for a while I noticed :)

HEY PEEPS! Sorry I haven't been updating. Kinda lost the "mojo" for blogging haha. Well, life's been eventful lately. ICC auditions, dance practises and so on. Chinese New Year coming up. Good thing as well since I'm running low on cash haha. Feels weird being in my last year of high school.. Guess its cause I still cant grasp the fact that it'll be like,my last year of everything.. Interact, Scouts, dance practises.. But hey, I enjoyed my high school life to the fullest :)

Will update when I can.

Till next timeeee.

You're the one reason why I'm still able to get through day by day. Ily.

My heart is filled with you (:

(:

I'm not what you think I am.

You want time? Now's the time. I ain't a timeless machine.

Painkillers

The wait for you, is the wait I'm willing to endure because I'm in love with you.. But even the oldest artifact will crumble..

The hot feeling on your back when you know you did something wrong..

I fucked up. I'm fucked up. I fucked it up.
You cant imagine how fucked I feel for doing that to you..
I am fucking sorry..
I dont think I'll be able to sleep again for doing something like that to you..
Please say you hate me..
It makes it so much easier to accept it..
My feelings that have rooted like a weed, a parasite to your tree..
Tear it out..
If this was too much, I wish I could turn back time so that you wouldnt have to go through all this pain..
I'm sorry..
Fuck my life....

Self Hatred

When you realize you've made a mistake, make amends immediately. It's easier to eat crow while it's still warm..

I'm sorry I brought this on you..

I've been too selfish to see the outcome of this..

Please forgive my stupidity and my rash decisions..

I know you've been going through a lot and I'm only adding more pain and stress to you..

I'm sorry I keep pressuring you..

I'm sorry I'm always disturbing you..

I just hope you take your time and think whats best for yourself..

Making you sad is the last thing I want to do..

Remember you quoted it yourself,

"You cant please everyone in this world, whats important is that you're happy"

I hope you choose what's best for yourself without considering me in your decision.

I'm only another fish in the sea.

As long as you're happy, I'll always be happy for you.

Paranormal Activity

X-Files aka. Budak X HAHA

Good times in school :D

Hey peeps! Haven't been updating much as usual so bare with me :) School's been draggy with all the SPM talks and extra activities. Time flies without us even noticing.. Its already the third week of school :(.. I'm definately not ready to leave high school yet..

Well there's nothing much to update on really..

Will update when I can :)

Till then.

So sexay la you KerMin :)